Life lately is seriously the best! I cant get over it, I didn’t
know how much I could love 2 kids but oh do I love them so much it hurts. When
Oliver was born I was so sad every week because he would be bigger, now don’t get
me wrong as Poppy keeps growing I get a little sad, but most of me sees how
much fun Oliver is and has been so I know its going to be ok. I cant get enough
of their bright eyes looking so happy all the time its just the best! Waking up
hearing the birds in th e morning and light peaking through the curtains I see
Miss Poppy and I cant bring myself to put her in her own room just yet. , the
sun coming in downstairs on the rare occasion that one or both kids are up
then. I used to envision my kids playing and having breakfast as the sunlight
came in. Now my kids sleep in lol so the sun is never beaming through the
window lol. The quiet evenings rocking Poppy before bed. She loves being rocked an hour or two before
going to sleep. All of the cuddle sand
snuggles and the giggles just the best, Everything!
Oliver changes so much day to day and
week to week he is saying phrases and the way he says words is the cutest thing
ever I can not get over it! Of Course Cory is great too and I love him more
than ever now too. Being a mom is the
best thing ever, I know there are days where things get a little crazy but its
still so wonderful! Then theres the guilt oh the mom guilt cory is probably so
sick of hearing about it. Did I hold Poppy enough today? Did I read to her,
talk to her enough, sing to her? Was she in her swing and bouncer and carseat
too much? Was she left staring into space? Did I give Oliver enough attention?
Did he watch too much TV? Did I play with him enough? Ignore him when I was
busy, was I on my phone too much? Was I patient? OH MY GOODNESS I BEAT MYSELF
UP. Oh and the best is am I fostering his independence enough , setting clear
boundaries (too many/ not enough?) HAHA!
Oliver is so funny though seriously he loves the park,
walks, pouches (choosing them of course), trains, trucks, loves driving and
points out church, buses, fire trucks, and police cars, and choo choos
basically anything that is a huge truck. He loves playing in the dirt, being
outside, and exploring, he reads on his own and plays well alone. He has the biggest heart and imagination. He
cooks in his kitchen and plays sleep and talks about his day.. He is so loving
to his baby doll and his little sister. He is THOMAS< MICKEY obsessed and
everything Dinsey!
Poppy girl my little chunky girl is growing so fast I do not
even feel like she is a newborn for more than 2 weeks. She is so sweet and snuggly loves to be held
and overall is an easy baby. She spits up
all the time haha and she is starting to smile, coo, and laugh it is adorable! She
has been sleeping pretty good for the most part. She nurses like a champ much
better than Oliver did she gets my plugged ducts right out 90% of the time so
far.
Excuse all the typos just trying to get all my thoughts done
on the rare occasion that both kids are asleep at same time.
Everything is going great , Cory back to work, and our house
routine going well so we still have time for fun on the weekends.
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